I’ve laid myself down

Raw and exposed

No safety net laid out

Fully vulnerable I suppose

Trusting You to do as You say

Believing in Your love

And even more so in Your grace

As You walk me safely through this place



I wanted so badly to be wanted and loved

That I readily accepted a lie

And now all this wasted time later

I’m still having to say good bye

I don’t wanna waste my time anymore

Don’t want to live in a fantasy

Don’t want to keep running to you

When I know in the end we’ll both leave

I’m ready to accept something real

Ready for attraction, kindness and decency

No more faking or playing, no hiding

Ready for some new company